Saturday, October 29, 2005
AMAZING
i am so happpppyhapppppyhapppyyyyy!
i lovelovelove the Lord! forever and ever!
it's just a certain kind of joy that makes me speechless and in total awe of the amazing God that makes me feel this joyful! i cant help it! i am just smiling and being joyful! so if you want to know why i'm always so happy, it's because i am joyful!
joy is different from happiness. happiness is more emtionally based and rooted in our life circumstances. but joy, however, is a deep satisfaction that comes from being right with God. only then can our joy be full.
YEA!
Your love makes me smile!
things are just working out fine and dandy. and i cant love Him more!
Godrocksmysocks (: - 29.10.05
Sunday, October 02, 2005
my laptop crashed
hard disk failure.
and everything i once had inside is now forever gone. all totally wiped out. and i am not happy about that at all. i even cried because of the loss. all my word documents for school, all my music and my pictures - pictures i've had since i was J1. all gone, forever.
it really devastates me. thinking about it makes me sad. why did it have to happen to me.
now i have to do the performing arts page and shalom cell page again. PISS ME OFF! i dont wanna do it again. i spent so long on each. in total it was about one week on each. because i did it very carefully and very detailed. and because my laptop kept hanging in the process. yes, i am frustrated. i dont want to do it again. i just wish someone would do it for me. but who would?
i have three term papers due in three weeks time. i have two projects due in about a months time. i have five modules to study and revise on within two months. i have no time.
did anyone hear me? i have no time.
Godrocksmysocks (: - 2.10.05
