can i just have one more moondance wih you. `my love.

Sunday, June 13, 2004

i wonder what got me to come here once again. maybe its after looking at my friends blogs and thinking, maybe i can write something as well. who cares about you.

God will protect me.

im going on a kayaking expedition tomorrow! to sisters island. this is so exciting ok! i just cannot cannot cannot wait! i was dreading it initially. like in may like that. but now, i really cannot wait! maybe because it could be special to me.. in one way or another. but who cares right. i will make it fun. and i will not die because of the overdose of mosquitoes and rats and monkeys and ants that bite. i will have funnn!

i am so scared i will suffer from constipation there. joy forbides me to bring digestives biscuits. because she says they will make me poo. and to poo is bad when toilets arent exactly very accessible there. so, i will suffer from constipation. i will buy a huge pack of digestives. and eat it all down by myself. watch me. i will. muahhhhahhaha.

err ok.

nyaa is killing me. why did i ever take it up!

hmm oh the leadership training camp was good! its one of those kind of camps where it will stay in my memory for a long time to come. i mean, i did have a great time. people were good. activities were rather good. haha i wont say hundred percent good. the first day was a course kind of thing. which was kind of childish. i mean the activities were kind of secondary school kind of mentality. and the main trainer spoke to us like little kids. the lullaby-lady. ughh. even a teacher said it was childish. HA. HA.

the second day was the real test of my endurance and fitness level which is currently at a negative. we trekked from macritchie reservoir to bukit timah nature reserve. about 15km in total? i have no idea. it seemed even longer than that. all i know is that my group was the only group out of the seven which went in the afternoon to go to ALL the checkpoints. all the other six groups skipped about three checkpoints and went the shortcut because their odac facils led them the short cut way. but our odac facil lost us! so we ended up thrashing it out by ourselves and going a super duper duper duper long way. we felt so accomplished! its the self satisfaction that tasted the sweetest. hmm it was good. except on my knee. its like, if my life depended on my knee, i would be dead by now. dead long ago. why, oh why. one moments folly really leads to a lifetime of paaaaiiiinn. haii. oh yea. we went rock climbing too. i so wanted to go for abseiling. but i really didnt want to paiseh myself in front of everyone else. in the end our group moved on to rock climbing so that gave me the answer of not needing to go. hahaha yea. rock climbing was embarrassing! at least i was embarrassed. haha i felt so bad also because i stayed up there for super long.. tried so hard to reach the top but it just seemed impossible. like just a bit more! a teeny weeny bit more. but the unfit me was just too tired. well i felt bad because alvin had to hold the other end of the rope and i bet he was super tired since i was up there for so long.. like 15minutes. haha and im not say very light also lah. so yea. in the end i felt super duper duper duper bad. so i bought him a packet of sweets. haha.

third day was nothing much.

ok i need to go relieve myself of waste stuff. haha no constipation today! if you get what i mean. wahhahah. yay!!

Godrocksmysocks (: - 13.6.04