Saturday, November 29, 2003

oh yea!
i meant to blog this long ago.
but always forgot.

see right,
remember i was staying in NTU last week?

well i remember on the very first day,
during our lunch break, we had some extra time
and the four girls did something very commendable.

we went into the NTU lee wee nam library.
and it doesnt stop there!

the four of us played a really intellectual game
its called
who-can-find-the-thickest-book-wins

and needless to say,
i won.

thankyouthankyou.

it was really fun!
we intended on looking for the fiction section
but who would have guessed,
NTU offers not.

so we ended up trying to look intellectual, browsing the shelves.
of course levisha had to try her very best to act intellectual
while being intellectual itself came to me with such ease.

hahahahhha

but then again,
who can ever trust four giggly girls,
running through shelves of books
(not even sunflowers, mind you)
clad in a certain uniform
with a certain shade of blue
and looking suspiciously similar to a certain group of people
working in a factory in a certain part of the east?

even if we did try to put on thick spectacles,
and tuck in our shirts the expected way,
rid of the disappearing socks,
wipe the grin off our faces,
admit it,
its still a stigma against the certain us.

and that is a certainty.


well just to share, something we heard
or rather, overheard.
during lunch on the second last day of the camp,
we heard this rjc guy comment on how cjc is
piping up the heat
of course its free for interpretation
but anyone would have guessed
(after all this is a inter-institution competition-based camp)
that he meant that cjc never proved to be such competition previous years
and only seems like one this year..?
i dont know.
but think again,
what he says just means that cjc never was competition?
I DONT KNOW.

yea maybe you can accuse us of eavesdropping
but who asked him to talk so loudly
and besides its not our fault we were wearing outside clothings
the paper they gave said we could.

bahh just quit it with the stigma.


-
oops
dear dear me.
hahah i think i got a little carried away
i never starting this entry with such an ending in mind
but yyyea. oh well.
i think i should just go hibernate now.


Godrocksmysocks (: - 29.11.03




i did something so courageous today
whoohoooo~!

haha ok i pierced my ears.

no wait,
its supposed to be:
I PIERCED MY EARS!!!!!!!

yeayeaa.
im not stoical ok.
but yea the anticipation was far worse than the pain itself

hmm


Godrocksmysocks (: - 29.11.03


Thursday, November 27, 2003

oh my! oh my! oh my!

ermm
i just got a letter from MOE
i qualified for Edusave Merit Bursary
i could have gotten some moolah.
buuuut
i cant.

oh wells.
at least now my parents know i did do quite well academically
though it cant be compared to my sister
d-uh.


been drawing so much
wheee
this should be the way of life!
just drawing drawing..
hmm

hmm oh yea wen!
i went to see the templates made by you and xiu
and saw some that i like.
but i wanna put a different picture.
how how?
hmm


one more thing:
can all of you please give me your icq numbers..
pretty pleasssssee.
thanks!!

cheerios.


Godrocksmysocks (: - 27.11.03


Wednesday, November 26, 2003

someone please help me
i need a new template.

-gaaarrhhggghhh


Godrocksmysocks (: - 26.11.03


Tuesday, November 25, 2003

a
b
c
d
e
f
g
h
i
j
k
l
m
n
o
p
q
r
s
t
u
v
w
x
y
z

now you know your ABCs
wont you sing along with me.


Godrocksmysocks (: - 25.11.03




i am so happy!
my sisters modelling agency had an awards ceremony last night
and she was nominated for four categories.

well..
she won for best performance on stage (fashion)
and got into top ten models in the agency!!

whoohooo~
God sure blesses her!!


-
everyone!
go dl written in the stars
by elton john and leann rimes
its really nice.

haha i have a fetish for stars.

oh oh!
once upon a december
by deana carter too!
magical
exquisite
mesmerising.


Godrocksmysocks (: - 25.11.03


Monday, November 24, 2003

i wish it will rain tonight
the sky will open
lightning flashes
and thunder, sings a beautiful melody

i wish it will rain tonight
the stars say goodbye
the moon is asleep
and the sun, will not come out anymore

i wish it will rain tonight
as water slithers and splashes
the ground get flooded
and the dams open
and the tears, they fall
they fall and i dont let you see me now
i will do my crying in the rain.

the stars
they say goodbye.


-
so nice!


Godrocksmysocks (: - 24.11.03




meeting with ntu-jc challenge team
they just cant get over the propeller issue
why..?
leave and let live!
hahah but thats what makes meetings fun

went off to far east bk for drama exco meeting
who ever has heard of exco meetings,
(with the teachers-in-charge, mind you)
held in burger king, far east plaza?

mental note: get bk to raise the airconditioning temperature level

i wore a jacket!
and not any other jacket.
it was bought from hongkong during winter
but, it failed to do its wonders this afternoon.
whyyyyy?

but then again,
i was constantly freezing during the ntu seminars
and even in the air-conditioned basketball court
and that was after i wore that amazing jacket

am i that weak?

no! i am not weak!
i am not i am not i am not!!


Godrocksmysocks (: - 24.11.03


Sunday, November 23, 2003

i told you before
and i will tell you again
voyeurism is scary.

suddenly found myself (illegally)
in some persons website
and realised that he attended the same kindergarden as me
somewhere in the east.
siglap, more specifically.
how coincidental

hmm

ok for all those who thought i would never really go running,
fyi, i did.

jogged around my house estate
and perspired a bucket full
i suck at running, period.
i am set on jogging at least 4 times a week
and after my sister finishes her exams,
we will jog everyday.
my sister whines and says,
who has ever heard of a flabby model..?
(wait, she is the model, DUH)
ermm lets just say she has put on quite a bit of weight..
hahaha and as for me,
i shall just keep up with my losing after ntu.



-
its barely been a few days
and i miss you already


Godrocksmysocks (: - 23.11.03




haii
feeling quite miserable now
but its quite a stupid reason.
nonetheless, its still misery.
oh wells never you mind.

i am really quite determined to lose weight
dont tell me i dont need to
because i know i do.
the ntu camp inspired me
haha i lost two to three kg after a week!!
so i shall continue on with this.
hahahaha whoooo~
exciting

im probably going running later.
yayy!


Godrocksmysocks (: - 23.11.03


Saturday, November 22, 2003

dancing bears
painted wings
things i almost remember
and a song someone sings
once upon a december
someone holds me safe and warm
horses prance through a silver storm
figures dancing gracefully
across my memory
far away, long ago
glowing dim as an ember
things my heart used to know
once upon a december


surreal


Godrocksmysocks (: - 22.11.03




when the moon comes and say goodbye
kiss me goodnight till i die



i didnt mean to
nothing was ever intentional
and i never went with such intentions
but the outcome just turned around
and threw me into throes of unreality


separation is the hardest when the heart has learnt to love


all i have now are
memories


Godrocksmysocks (: - 22.11.03


Sunday, November 16, 2003

groannnnnnnns

my tummy aches.
ughh.
i bet its the half cooked half hardened tangyuan i ate this morning.
wahh my stomach really really hurts.
yuck tangyuan sucks!

didnt go to church this morning
not because my tummy hurt..
but cus my brother is sick
and i had to stay home to accompany him.
virus infection or something.
his temperature fluctuating like mad.
now its about 38deg?

did so much housework this morning.
didnt want to waste the morning away.
so exhausting.

-
went out with dora bev and nim yesterday!
whooo it was super fuunnn.
went shopping in PS.
our long awaited shopping trip to PS!
we went to celebrate doras birthday.
i bought two really nice tops!
from dorothy perkins
at first they were going at $26 a piece
but in the end i got them for $26 for both pieces
nahh it wasnt buy one get one free.
it was because it was
$26 for one
$29 for two
$39 for three.
so worthied to buy three right.
so i bought two while dora bought one.
and we each paid $13 for one piece!
what a good buy.
thanks dora dear!
if not for her i would have to buy $26 for one piece.
one of them is a black top that goes really nicely with my new skirt
the other looks like a sweater kind of top.
but can be worn on its own lah

we went to lips after that
the mash potatoes were so good
the ambience was better
but the company was the best!

yeppers peppers

met my family plus my sisters bf for dinner
went to jalan besar
the food is like.. heavenly
such a feast man.
ordered so much

there was this weird guy there
i was carrying a tray of drinks back to my table
then that weird guy, who was in front of me, suddenly stopped
and turned around
so he almost banged into my tray of drinks
and he looked at me and gave a funny noise
that sounded like a snort.
hahaha reminds me of szuyu!

oh well.

hahaha hil!
im so sorry!
sorry sorry sorry.
jeremy dont kill me ah.
hahha
btw, is 24th a better day?
for the gathering i mean..
its a monday.


Godrocksmysocks (: - 16.11.03


Friday, November 14, 2003

oh before i forget.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DORA!
ermm yesterday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARA!
thats today!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIUU!
though its tomorrow
and im meeting you later.


-pouut
when is it mine again..


Godrocksmysocks (: - 14.11.03




i am supposed to meet neo wen xiu..
at marina bay mrt station at 12pm
and what time is it now? 11.56am
and where am i now? home

yea! four minutes to meeting time you cant guess where i am.

where is neo? sentosa
where is wen? in bed sleeping
where is xiu? at home half awake.
where is everyone else? i dont know.

anyway. yahh.
i bathed
i changed - about five times
i looked for the canvas beach mat
i packed my bag
i put on my contacts, which kept falling off my finger
i retied my hair
i made breakfast - twice
i ate a banana
i ate my bread
i ate a bit of tapioca cake
i charged my phone

oh neo just told me the meeting time is now 115pm
ok means i have about half an hour more before leaving the house.


-
hmm anyway.
updates on my life so far.

my knee keeps cracking
and i am quite certain its getting swollen too
which brings me to my next point, why.

dance is fun!
yayy!
part of PRISMS this year.
for the end of year christmas concert.
but we have to kneel on our left knee alot
and thats my injured knee.
haiii.
but i love dance!

oh my next important point
i wont be at home for the whole of next week!
yaaahoooooo!
gonna stay in NTU for five days
17-21 nov.
monday to friday.
super excited!
the NTU-JC challenge thingie.
quite a new avenue for me to be exploring.
i mean, its all science-y and stuff.
but levisha and i are only there as presenters!
i know nuts about science.
ok probably a little
but nanotechnology?
ermm maybe you dont know either.
but. huo dao lao, xue dao lao.
ya?
translation for those who dont know chinese
or those who pretend not to know
or those who have studied and still dont know (hahahh hil!)
it just means : lifelong learning.
hmm as i always say, we learn new things everyday.

im bored.


Godrocksmysocks (: - 14.11.03


Monday, November 10, 2003

whoohoooo!
officially PW is now over for good.
no more PW for me in junior college level
no more!
no more!
no more!
say yayy to the world~!!
yayy!!

but before i go into my elation
i must establish one fact
GOD IS GOOD!
phweet.
as in, really, really, extremely.

everything was pointing towards failure before the OP started
from last night
or rather, this morning.
when i stayed up till 4am to type the damn minutes
and when i wanted to print them,
the com just paused it by itself
like, whoa.
so all i could do was stare dumbly at the screen
and pray.

this morning we was supposed to meet at 9am
to have a final dry run
on the way there, as i waited at the bus stop
i realised i forgot to bring the PW file!
horrors of horrors.
thats like the worst thing that could happen.

so i had to go back home to get the file
while i was waiting for the bus again,
i realised my second horror of that short span of 1 minute..
i didnt bring my house key.
and there was no one at home!
greeeatt.
i prayed again.
simply submitting everything to God.

had to call my dad, my sis, my mum..
to find a way to get back home.
i was so hesitant to call my mum
cus she just lectured me the night before for staying up till so late just to slog over PW
but i did anyway.
in the end i had to cab down to her office
and she was super nice!
she drove me home to get the file
and drove me to the bus stop to get to school again.
thing is, she almost got into an accident
cus she was really overwhelmed by fatigue.
yet she still chose to drive me home.
my mummy rocks!
God rocks - He made all these possible!

finally i reached school at 10am.
and still had to print out the minutes in the library
went down, wasted a whole lot of paper, money and time.

dora was so sweet!
she rushed up to tell us about some forms we had to fill up
she is really such an angel
what would i have done without her.
love you sweetie!

anyway in the end, we never did accomplish rehearsing at all
not even once, or half.

through the other groups presentations
we all kept practicing in our heads.
like this was probably the first time i saw yongwei so serious about work.

the other time when we had dry run
and i used joes laptop,
the parts of the slides were cut off
we were so worried this would happen again
so audrey and i prayed.

finally when it came to our turn,
it started to rain
and pour real hard.
and in reallyreally hard.
we all panicked.
this meant we had to speak even louder
to compete with the sound of the rain!
ughh
audrey and i prayed again.

and guess what??
the rain actually stopped!
it stopped when it came to mira and yongweis turn
cus they are the softer speakers

i told you God is gooooood!!

overall the presentation was so good
i almost burst
the examiners enjoyed the slides.
that made all of us swell with pride.


and what did i just say?
GOD IS GOOD!


Godrocksmysocks (: - 10.11.03


Friday, November 07, 2003

oops i meant my sisters birthday dinner

ermm

just dont talk about it.
i had a very bad evening.
and i mean it, dont ask.


-
now i know what real love is

its when your heart aches for someone else
and when you see them cry
when you see them in a pitiful state
when you see them hurting
your heart hurts too
it pains you deep down within
and you just feel hot tears stinging at your eyes


i have got the best sister in the world


something very bad happened on wednesday
and she was there for me throughout it all.
gave me a place to run to
when i had nowhere to turn to
gave me the comfort
only a sister could give.

now i know what true love is


Godrocksmysocks (: - 7.11.03




FINALLY im back
like really, finally!

i have been going shopping these few days
and its been so fulfilling
btw i bought only one halter
cus the other one had no size for me
and i also bought another skirt!!!

its like the most beautiful skirt ever.
wheeee..

oh yea.
the day before my mum bought me a pair of pants
super nice too
quite ex.
but my aunty had $10 discount
my mum is so nice!!
she said i always dont buy stuff
so she bought it for me.

haha really mahh. i dont really buy stuff.
feel very tong xin when i part with my money
all my hard-saved money

oops
going for my sister's family dinner now

see you later alligator


Godrocksmysocks (: - 7.11.03


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For I know the plans I have for you, declare the Lord
Plans to prosper and not to harm you
plans to give you hope and a future
jeremiah 29:11