Sunday, June 29, 2003
everything i wore from head to toe was new today. ok maybe from shoulder to toe. haha uhhh... denim jacket, top and shoes bought in malaysia the other time. and the skirt was from my sister and her boyfriend as my early birthday present.
THANK YOU JIE! THANK YOU ENWEI!
there. big and obvious for you two. (as if you come to my blog like that)
oh well.
met nat at marine parade CC starbucks after church. to teach her maths. or so i tried.. quite ok i guess. weijian and michelle came later. met their friends there. charmaine, huixun, huiping.. i think. not sure. just know its hui-something. and some others. saw two other cj people too. such a small world! -gasp. duhh. i think i saw about three or four people who looked alike. really. as in all of them looked alike. the hair. and a bit of similarity of the face. not kidding you.
oh oh! i finally (finally) got to drink my rhumba frapp! yayers!
ok anyway. lorr came later. from jb. quite funny. haha it was nice seeing the two of them again after quite some time. flag day i think. haha oh. a week only. but still! after lorr came, studying was absolutely a no-no. we just talked and talked and talked.. ok i bet lorr is gonna say i talked most of the time.. hmph.
after that nat went outside.. ahem. lorr accompanied her. and i was talking to weijian. about the past year. quite interesting. think their friends are really funny. fun to joke with. not boring in a sense i guess.
in the end we left at about 8pm. lorr and i went for dinner at parkway. nat ran for her bus and i have to add. that she ran so much, her skirt turned 180 degrees! hahahha she will prob kill me for posting this.
we went pasta mania for dinner. and lorrs friend came. i left soon after. walked all the way home with that horridly heavy bag. stumbled back home. and read my GP notes.
well well. midyears start tomorrow! isnt it exciting??! heavy and absolute irony. oh well. not sure if im prepared. but yet again, when am i ever?
anyway. all the best to all you out there taking midyears ya.
the next time i blog will probably be after the papers. bye for now. sters exciting life is a goner. temporarily.
Godrocksmysocks (: - 29.6.03
Saturday, June 28, 2003
damn it. its really true. cassandra past away this morning. read sabs blog with utter disbelief. but my cousin reconfirmed my worst fears. she just got back from the wake.
cassandra was from LD. sec two last year. she was in my group for promenade last year. so quiet. never spoke out loud. always smiling. i never did get to talk to her much. probably thinking she will just be another face in the crowd. another face to smile at and say hi to. and i probably thought: i would never see her again. how ironic but how true.
i will never see her again
its probably useless to say sorry now. for what i have not done in the past. and how i never did know her very well at all. its like at that point in time you find no need to. but when something like that occurs, you just feel so wretched. i hate myself for that. and like how all deaths affect. it scares me. not because im afraid of death. or how ominous the dark trenches of death appear to me. but because of the thin line separating life and death. the pain of losing people around me. leaving me feel insecured and strange. cold and distant.
dear Lord Jesus, i pray for cassandras family. that You be with them, Lord. that Your angels encamp around them all and keep them safe. i pray for the many people affected by cassandras demise. that You give them comfort, that You bestow upon them the peace of mind. and the full knowledge of the tranquility they can experience under Your mercy, Your grace and in Your embrace. i pray that you constantly bring them to quiet pastures and lead them beside still waters. i pray that none of them get too affected and over-react in any way possible. dear Lord erase all the grief and agony felt. rid our hearts of past regrets and allow us to live with it as days go by. may everyone in cassandras life hold the precious memories dear and keep them safely tucked in. may all we remember be the sweet encounters. be with them day and night Lord. never forget them. and i know You wont. in Jesus name i pray, amen.
please, if anyone one of you may, pray for her family too.
nobody can ever fathom the fragility with which life exists.
Godrocksmysocks (: - 28.6.03
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ahhh! nemo is orange! haha but what is said there is quite true too..
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huh. but i dont want..
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Godrocksmysocks (: - 28.6.03
Thursday, June 26, 2003
i was watching tv last night. and saw the trailer for the twins effect movie. szuyu!!! i finally agree a little bit with you.. haha hanson does look a weee weeeee little bit like edison chen. a slight little bit only lahh. haha maybe its the chin! oh i was watching joe millionnaire too. and also realised that evan looks like gerald. uhh. little bit only. but more as compared to hanson looking like edison chen. haha remember last year i thought this sec two girl looks like edison chen too. dunno her name.sec 2 diligence one. but probably only her eyes only.
by the way. about joe millionnaire. i think that evan is quite a piece of shite. its so obvious that he has a damn high sex drive. he doesnt even hide his sexual desires at all. shows it out so openly. cant blame him cus hes not really from the upper class strata. but still. act also have to act properly! yea and why is it called joe millionnaire when his name is evan!! so strange. is his tv name joe or something? as in the girls know him as joe is it? oh i think that zora is quite poor thing also. they would definitely click if only she knew that hes also a qiong dan.
-
what the world needs now is love
what the world needs now
is love, sweet love
its the only thing that theres just too little of
what the world needs now
is love, sweet love
no, not just for some but for everyone
Lord, we dont need another mountain
there are mountains and hillsides enough to climb
there are oceans and rivers enough to cross
enough to last til the end of time
what the world needs now
is love, sweet love
its the only thing that theres just too little of
what the world needs now
is love, sweet love
no, not just for some but for everyone
Lord, we dont need another meadow
there are cornfields and wheatfields enough to grow
there are sunbeams and moonbeams enough to shine
oh listen Lord, if you want to know
what the world needs now
is love, sweet love
its the only thing that theres just too little of
what the world needs now
is love, sweet love
no, not just for some
oh but just for every, every, everyone
-
such a nice song.
Godrocksmysocks (: - 26.6.03
Monday, June 23, 2003
within the web of mangled mess
deep into nothingness
from the beginning to the end
it is still nothing
nothing damn it. nothing.
i went that day. but you werent there. i went. i really went. but you werent there. how long has it been since?
ugh.
im driving myself crazy.
still its at nothing. probably will always remain this way.
haii. esta wake up.
Godrocksmysocks (: - 23.6.03
Saturday, June 21, 2003
in the land of twilight
-
under the moon
we sing for the idiots
ring-around-the-roses
jump for the moon
we dance for the castanets
-
i'll sing for crescent moon
dancing with the castanets
for the end will come so soon
-
in the land of twilight
found this in an email wei en sent. quite interesting.
Godrocksmysocks (: - 21.6.03
Friday, June 20, 2003
home for a short short while before heading back to that dreaded study room at the marine parade community centre. dang.
was supposed to wake up early this morning to go for breakfast with my mum dad and sis. but i wanted to sleep. so my father set the alarm clock for me at 9am. but i only woke up at 920am. and left the house at 10am! ugghhh. the study room opens at 930am everyday. and i only got there at 1010am. see the time dwindling away slowly bit by bit slipping away..
i am such a freakin freakazoid nerd bleh-dee
so im back home here for lunch. cus my mum forgot to prepare sandwiches for me.. boo.
have to get my ass back there again. haii. walking in the hot hot hot sun. is not not not fun.
oh oh! i learnt a new song from my bro. its kinda sad case actually.
i believe i can fly
i got shot by the FBI
all i wanted was a chicken wing
but they gave me that bloody thing
ok that was so not funny. and the original song is actually very nice! its i believe i can fly by r. kelly. nice right!!
boo im pissed. the computer is taking so long to dl the songs. gets me so frustrated.
oh ok!! its actually quite fast!!
yay yay!!
Godrocksmysocks (: - 20.6.03
Thursday, June 19, 2003
which reminds me. some beeeg fat asshole who initially called himself -?- then later disclosed his name to be
jem was trying to keep up a stand on lorrs tagboard abt cutting and stuff. i got quite pissed cus whatever people want to do is their own business. clare and i kinda
fought it out verbally with that shithead. and worst still, that moronic nerdball creep called me a bimbo. like what the..
as if hes so great. somehow i just have this gut feeling that jem is not his real name.
or maybe he just jumped out from to kill a mockingbird. ughh. pissed me off.
oh wait. why should i be so affected by that neh-neh pooot face. ive got better things to do. at least i dont go round commenting on tagboards of people whom i dont know. duh. how childish is that.
Godrocksmysocks (: - 19.6.03
Wednesday, June 18, 2003
haha just went blog-browsing. and read xiu's blog. yea xiu! i agree that sometimes when guys who dont usually wear specs, wear specs, look cuter! haha neo, you know who im talking abt!! (but dont disclose here lahh) heh yupp.
oh btw. one second of fame:
my dad was driving. on the way to kuantan on saturday. the road was super winding and twisting like mad. then i get motion sickness easily. anyway my sis and i were eating bbq curry twisties. then my sis suddenly said, dont focus on the twisting there, focus on the twisting here! and she pointed to the twisties we were eating. like what the.. i promised her to blog this. so there.
anyway for all those who dont know yet, kai and i discovered that szuyu is a guy. really. dont believe, ask kai!
Godrocksmysocks (: - 18.6.03
hey! i just got back from a four-day-break in kuantan, malaysia. yesterday that is. went with my family and three other families. my extended and further-extended families.
the best thing is, or best things are:
- i got a tan!!!!!!!!!!
- i dyed my hair!!!
yupp. on the first day my sis and i went shopping. then i bought brown hair dye. its the permanent kind. so i couldnt get orange or anything along that line. my sis helped me dye my hair back in the hotel room. my mum also dyed hers! with the left overs from what i used. and right at the end, my brother applied some too. but my hair isnt really that obvious cus i wouldnt want to risk getting hauled into michael tan's office and having to buy black dye.
on the second day we went to climb a limestone cave. a sort of mountain thing. but there were steps. really really uneven steps. then we journeyed through another mountain to get to a river. but the horrid thing of this was:
i got my bleh-dee period on the very day just before i was supposed to set off to msia!!
ugggghhh. like what the..
so obviously i couldnt go relax in the river and soak in the sun. while all my cousins and uncles had their fun. grrrr.
the next day was even worse! we travelled to this island by boat to visit a natural wildlife ocean park. the water was so so so clear i could roughly make out the life underwater. and well the worst bit came when we were all supposed to go snorkeling! like its snorkeling ok! how fun would that have been! argghh.
the resort on the island is actually owned by this couple. with a kid about eleven years old. dutch father, chinese mother. and a pretty brunette daughter. its an island that supplies snorkeling, diving etc activities. and can even stay over in the chalet huts there. anyway, the four families rented a big sailboat and travelled to the back of one of the other islands. anchored. then
they snorkeled. well i consoled myself by sun-tanning! the sailboat had these nets kind of things at the head of the boat. right below the net was just the ocean. so i layed on the net and soak in the sun. i could feel the breeze from under the net. it was so relaxing. now my tan line is so obvious! im red as a lobster. but what the heck. soon i will start peeling and my tan will subside. but for now, at least im darker! kai, im not yellow anymore!
im now a red lobster with dark brown hair
the last day, only my family travelled back home. the other three families continued their stay in malaysia. till friday. my father drove through labis, my grandmother's hometown. my dad was so excited while driving around the small town. he visited labis with his grandfather long time ago when he was about primary one or two. my relative owned a shop there then. but we couldnt find it anymore. my father showed us the river where he swam in, and the railway station at the end of the road. it was quite interesting.
we reached jb at about four. my sis and i then went on our much-desired shopping spree. bought four tops. one bottom. accessories. handphone cover. and i cant remember what else. bought this levis top that is very very very nice! we walked into the levis shop just to browse. then i saw that top. then we walked out again to go see other shops. and i kept thinking abt that top! so in the end we went back to buy it. story with a happy ending. -grinns- it was a pity i couldnt find a nice bag.. oh oh btw! my sis and i went to check out the salon there cus she wanted to straight perm her hair. and this gay hairdresser was telling us about the offers etc. then this other hairdresser guy came out from the salon and stood behind us. he looked exactly like paul! as in cj paul. so scary.
at night we ate the even much-desired chilli stingray and sotong! wheee. great and fabulous dinner to end off the holiday.
yupp. back in singapore. back to the routines of a student. back to the norms of the study-every-day life. like whats new.
but at least i had fun for four days.
Godrocksmysocks (: - 18.6.03
Thursday, June 12, 2003
you know the feeling of when tears are just about to rush out of the floodgates. and bile just rises. all the way up. to the top of your throat. the same nauseatic kind of feeling when you feel like retching. and your heart pummels right to the soles of your feet.
i just watched this short tribute to those personnels who died fighting sars. the background music just made it sadder. so heart-wrenching. tugged at the heartstrings of the vessel that hurt most.
haii. but life goes on. doesnt it.
anyway. yesterday i met xiu after school. went scotts to eat. then walked around wisma. lots and lots of cj people. xiu, not
crawling ok. cj people can walk very fast too! went to lido to sit down. and ordered rhumba frapp to share! yay. after so long i finally got to taste the delightful rhumba frapp upon my tongue.
whatever.. after very very very long, wen and huat came. oh xiu,
that is what you call crawling k. -grinns-
played bridge. and taiti. lost touch with both. sucked in it man. kept losing. daryl and max came to join us. daryl took over my place and won! ok hes good. max was studying. and interestingly, his handphone keypad was the object of intense studying. and i mean intense ok.
went home. watched the holland village soap opera at 7pm. i was so extremely touched by chen lipings acting. ai-yo-yo lao shi. at one point in the show she was ultimately good. she became my instantaneous idol. but on the whole the show sucks. the lady acting as mo jingjing (is it?) in the show is so gross. i know she is supposed to act like that but its horrible. cant pull it off. ugh. such a turnoff.
oh guess what. this morning, i ate old chang kee curry puff for breakfast! my father bought. wheeeee. make up lessons were boring. but maths tutorial was quite fun. mr poh was being quite tolerant to all the incessant jokes also. phew. and if you ask me, sadly hes a much better teacher than mr lim. ugh. and mr lim just has to be my tutor. tian xia zhen bu gong ping!
went to the canteen after maths. sat with tav and szuyu. they were waiting waiting for badminton people from other schools. to watch ju-on. crazy! szuyu was trying to convince me to go watch with them too. and stealing my wallet in between. but noooo. my mind was set. i wouldnt want to pay money to scare myself. took bus to town with them. and hit my elbow on the window sill of the bus when i was sitting down. i was so sure my elbow would crack ok. but it didnt lahh. only the window sill cracked. hahahh ok no it didnt either. (so if you read anything in szuyu's blog that is contradictive to this, just dont believe it ok!) yupp. so i went home. but not before buying my old chang kee again! influenced szuyu into buying too. -smile beegbeeg-
the handphone bill hasnt come yet! i cant get my money! uggghh.
oh guess what i just saw again on TV:
sars is the virus
that i just want to minus
no more surprises
if you
use your brain
use your brain
use your brain
couldnt catch the later part.
Godrocksmysocks (: - 12.6.03
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Godrocksmysocks (: - 12.6.03
Tuesday, June 10, 2003
couldnt blog yesterday. nor the day before. but i wanted to say.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JON!
my brothers birthday yesterday. had the extended family over for a birthday celebration on sunday. my mum made seafood spaghetti! wowwheee. my mum and her great culinary skills. my sis and i prepared games for the family to play. mostly for the younger cousins in the family. but i pride my extended family in their youthful enthusiasm. even my uncles and aunties took part. well that one thing about my family. when it comes to special events, eg christmas and birthdays etc, there will be games to add to the joyous occasions.. yupp. some of you may find it childish. but i find it heart-warming. nothing beats the warmth of a family.
yesterday my father brought us out to give my brother a birthday dinner treat. went to bobby rubinos (place for ribs) at chijmes. we had the buy-one-get-one-free vouchers. so it wasnt all that expensive after all. my brother didnt mind anyway. the portions are enormous humongous massive colossal titanic. ok ive made my point. we ordered only four meals among the five of us. but were all bloated at the end.
and today. woke up at 3am. switched off the aircon cus i was freezing. then went back to sleep. woke up again at 7am, went back to sleep. finally woke up officially at 830am. switched on my hp. and got a message from tim saying something about a lesson at 9am! i thought there was a lit lecture only at 10am. i replied that there was no lesson at 9. only started at 10. then gen messaged too. and confirmed with me that there was a lit tutorial at 9! so i hurriedly messaged tim again to tell him that there was. good thing there was cus he was already in school. ooops. so i had to rush down to school in a cab. and my beloved cab driver took a wrong turn. and if he was to travel one beeeeeg circle to return to the correct route, i would have to pay extra righttt?? ugh. so i asked him to just stop where the two exits joined to become one, which was along a highway, (how dangerous is that!!) and walked back to cjc. the uncle apologised profusely. and charged me $0.20 less.
reached school and got lost. as in, i didnt know where the lit tutorial was held. met dora. and we scouted the school for the correct venue. finally saw gen taking her temperature in the library. rushed into the seminar room and it was so stuffy! at 10, nim and i went to check if there was a lit lecture, cus apparently it was scheduled for translations. but mr razif already completed the syllabus for midyears. met niven outside the LT. he was with his i-still-dunno-how-to-spell-his-name friend. they were being so lame. anyway there wasnt a lit lecture. so we went back to the library for more measure for measure. finally finished act 1. and it proves quite interesting. far better than translations.
went to gelare with lorr and joe after school. waffles are half priced on tuesdays at gelare all day! so filling. and satisfying. went to livia and the bags there tempted lorr. she really wanted to buy one. and she said it was my fault for bringing her in there! we were being amused by the squishy wishy squashy washy wallets.
then finally went home. and the heat almost killed both of us. lorr was getting high on the heat. got home, took out my chinese worksheet. and fell asleep on top of it. woke up two hours later by my mums incessant calling. and eventually completed the worksheet. yay.
planning my whole months timetable now. oh yea. most probably meeting xiu and wen and maybe huat tomorrow! yayerrrs!!
Godrocksmysocks (: - 10.6.03
Saturday, June 07, 2003
if you dont understand then damnit dont!
Godrocksmysocks (: - 7.6.03
Friday, June 06, 2003
its nine thirty now. i just got home. been out since morning. tired tired. what am i even doing here online. im so sleepy. my eyes are closing. but anyhow.
had my chinese midyears paper in the morning. bad bad. went back to stnicks with tav and kai after that! such a consolation. esther goh went with us too after we bumped into her at the bus stop. ate the fabulous orange bowl!! yay. but yu pian mian xian was not open. boo. debbie and latino hunk went back too! ivee's hair is much nicer now.
went back to town with tav after our fill. xiu wen sab chun and rach were in town already. met cherie max daryl cassandra martin nicholas justin. then lorr and nat came too! watched FINDING NEMO! tav and i saw weiling and becky yeo. sat with them. then saw neo with cheryl and lingkai. in the end neo watched finding nemo with us. the previous finding nemo show ended and i saw timothy they all coming down the escalator.. with mr texas. and their rugger friends. saw evita too. with junyi's sister. then just as we were about to go into the theatre carmen came up the escalator to say hi!! been so long since ive seen her. -beeeg smile!-
anyway.
finding nemo is such a good good good show. the graphics were really done so well. everything looked so real. (except for the people of course) and it was really sweet. i love squirt!! he's so adorable. and nemo is ORANGE!! everyone ought to go watch! cant stop laughing. especially that dory. is that how its spelt? anyway. she and her whale talk is so hilarious.
ate old chang kee again.
what else is new anyway. think i shall stop eating them from now so i wont get sick of it too soon. there is still a long way down the road to travel. and i need my old chang kee to keep me going..
sometimes it hurts
sometimes a little more
then when your world crashes down
and no one is a round
you cant help but be distraught
save me from the pain
save me from this agony
save me from this wretchedness
that reaches out for me
i want to be unfeeling
i want to feel nothing
i want to be nonchalant
and indifferent to everything
damn these facades
Godrocksmysocks (: - 6.6.03
Thursday, June 05, 2003
talked to xiu on the phone last night. ended up talking for more than half an hour on my handphone! poof my bills now. haha never mind. for xiu its alright! honoured?? -grinns-
talking to her made me think of all the memories. i really really really miss all of you so much! especially after talking to xiu, i really extremely, terribly miss her bimboticness. everyone around keeps saying im bimbotic. not that i mind. but if xiu is around, my bimboticness is absolutely nothing beside hers! pales in comparison! see xiu. see how important you are.
anyway. she was watching miss universe while talking to me. then said this lady had green eyes. and a few seconds later she said, no its not! its because she is wearing a green dress so it reflected! ........... but that was just a mild example of your bimboticness, xiu. there is much more to it. haha ok dont kill me.
nostalgia. reminiscence. all the past memories are surfacing and floating before my blurry vision. dang.
i miss those times when i could tell you people how i feel. especially during first three months when i could tell neo everything and anything. gaggghhh. everyone around just seems to have their own problems. if not then simply dont understand me.
how now brown cow
as you wish jellyfish
most probably i will be going back to stnicks with tav and kai after our chinese midyears. boo that paper. but yay! orange bowl here i come!! yu pian mian xian! soursop juice! kaya cheese toast! blue bowl! zha wanton! the drinks stall! ok. i cant eat all that down. i will die a horrible death from over comsumption. (that is if xiu doesnt kill me first from reading the above..)
you know what i miss most about stnicks? -- that it is a girl's school!
oh btw i learnt a cheer from sandie.
its alright! its ok!
you are an asshole anyway!
cool.
Godrocksmysocks (: - 5.6.03
Wednesday, June 04, 2003
by the way. on a happier (much much happier) note here..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEN!!
i'll make it up to you for not turning up for the celebration tonight when we all go out during the hols ok? im really sorry.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEN!!
Godrocksmysocks (: - 4.6.03
sad
i cant really say it out now. because its not confirmed. its just a maybe. and that already makes me sad. but its such a high possibility. if not why didnt they say we have rehearsals any time now? ugh. its like that repetition of history. in sec four. when the dance side in LD got closed down. its the same its all happening again! i cant believe it. all that i love shattered into smithereens. diminished hopes and crushed souls.
whimsical dreams
blue tainted
wisteria purple
disappointed
why does this always happen to me. as if the first blow wasnt enough. now there has to be a second. will there not be? i pray so.
my life, being wrenched out from my body, which now lies lifeless and limp in the hands of circumstances. it gets rolled up into a ball. conformed and compromised by force. packed tighter, and im left gasping helplessly for air. then suddenly, without a warning, the ball drops right at my feet. smashed into a thousand million pieces of glass. with each broken piece resounding guttural sounds inside my head. i pick them up, my hands bleeding. red and raw. still cupping the pieces. refusing to let go. then only do i feel the utmost wretchedness. the empty ache that gnaws at your heart. and it cant stop. it just keeps coming. persistantly knocking at the walls of my brain. tearing it further.
torn. broken. into shards.
distraught. despair. struck in the heart.
ok. im letting it get the better of me. i shall stop this.
brilliant isnt it. great. just great. and i couldnt feel any better.
Godrocksmysocks (: - 4.6.03
Tuesday, June 03, 2003
dinner was so fun today. no, i didnt have it out, if that was what you're thinking.. (tribal thinking!! as fahy would put it)
my mum was a little crazy i guess. we had steamboat. and barbeque. on the garden floor.
yupp no kidding. my mum put floor mat on the side garden ground. and the steamboat thingie wingie in the middle. and beside us was an aluminium tray bbq-ing chicken wings. my mum was just being on her creative-innovative-out-of-her-mind streak. but it was fun. good way to relax a while before studying for chinese again. didnt eat much, i was just too full.
because before that.. I HAD MY OLD CHANG KEE! curry puff and sesame ball!! old chang kee old chang kee old chang kee! sumi will probably murder me again for not waiting for her, my old chang kee pal!
was telling lorr, i wanna marry mr chang kee! then i can eat delicious curry puffs and the yummy-licious (!!) sesame balls whenever i want.
song dedication time:
chang kee chang kee
wo ai ni
ming tian pei ni qu kan xi
chang kee chang kee
wo ai ni
ni de curry puff hao mei li !!
ok for the benefit for all people who dont understand chinese (by the way that
was in chinese!) it all goes like this:
chang kee chang kee
i love you
tomorrow we'll go watch a show
chang kee chang kee
i love you
your curry puffs are so beautiful!
that was all to the tune of that
mei hua mei hua wo ai ni song. sing it and be happy.
Godrocksmysocks (: - 3.6.03
Monday, June 02, 2003
havent blogged for so super ultra duper mega long. ok. it wasnt that long.
review of the past few days:
friday: sports carnival. bad bad mood. firstly, my 4x100m relay team was so close to getting at least a third! we were only 0.004 behind the first in timing. 0.004! zero point zero zero four! it could have all been human error! then slow reaction of the time keeper! the time keeper's finger delayed in pressing the stop button. or even the other time keeper being too fast in stopping the damn stop watch. pissed me off. but after everything was over. and T6 only got one achievement in total, i went to lido. saw xiu! and wen! after so long. and neo was in town too. but she had to go back to marine parade. i watched bruce almighty in the end. its so hilarious. it sure helped in my horrid mood. at least i could laugh amidst my agony. my toes were about to fall off from the frost bite it suffered in the freezing cinema. then at night i went to watch measure for measure play by rjc. (no comments.) whole day - foul mood. gaggg.
saturday: morning had lit lecture. couldnt keep awake. reached home, studied maths. then left the house again to meet lorr at city hall to go to sentosa. for the drama bbq party. it was ok. fun in fact. people were being funny. and lame. broc and i discovered some
interesting stuff.. ahemm.. anyway. when i was waiting at the bus stop, my bus took so long to arrive. so i prayed, God please let the next bus be a 10. and it really was! God is amazing. -grinn- then when i got home i was feeling kinda nauseating. and well, rather sadd. (haii. again) then amidst my self-berating and feeling so blue, max asked me to cheer up abt friday. it was so coincidental. he didnt know i was feeling so puke-ish right there and then. told you God is good.
sunday: went to mandai columnbarium to pay respect to my late grandparents. my grandma looks so cute in the photo. my aunty said she looked cheeky. my grandpa just looked really learned. just like he is.
today: had a throbbing headache in the afternoon. took my temperature and it was 37.5. if only it rose by just 0.1deg more, i could have been sent home. oh well. the temperature has subsided. stayed in school till 7pm with dora mira and bev. to study maths. reached home and my stomach kept making guttural noises.
ok. thats quite alot ive typed.
btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MANDA!!
Godrocksmysocks (: - 2.6.03
